Goodbye,grandpa,i miss you....

This morning received msn message from my sister, and she told me that my grandpa was pass away. I was sad and shock when got the news. Last 2 week, i just visit him during my cousin weddding.

The news was too suddenly, he still able to eat and awake for the last 2 week.. But his visual getting bad, he starting cannot recognize me :( , he pass away from 11.30pm-1.30am. No one is around him when he pass away. But we know he had suffer for a year, his skin start decomposed and leg become swollen.

My grandpa is very Mr Nice man. When he was young, he always ask me stand beside him and compare my height(because he quite height also, maybe my body consists his genetic) when i back to hometown. He used ask me do study hard and when he know i take course for computing, he strongly encourage me and say that IT field had a bright future.

I miss the sweet potatoes that planted by him. Before a day he visit to KL, he will purposely go to the garden and take off the sweet potatoes and bring to us.

My grandpa is a strong person and never trouble people. A day , he fall down from motocycle, and leg start bleeding, but he able to walk around 200 meter back to home and collapsed. Until my uncle back and notice this incident. Start from the day, grandpa unable to walk anymore and done few time operation.

I remember one time , he fall down at toilet again, because he try to walk to the toilet even though his got problem on walk. He just dont want to be a burner to family.

Sorry grandpa, i unable to attend the funeral. I feel guilty in my heart. Thanks for giving me the good genetic from you, i am proud of you. I will miss you and i will remember all the memory from the day i met you. I love you grandpa.